Trouble

I've been getting my self into a bit of trouble recently, misleading, offending, misunderstanding and apparently letting people down. I don't mean to, and don't even realise I do it. I know why though, well I think I do.

Its because I'm out of place, I don't belong. This isn't me, and all this isn't for me. I need change, maybe even slight change. Even if its a wrong move or a step back, for that period of knowing and feeling something different it will be worth it. I can see an overview, and know that this does not really mean anything to me: what I'm doing now, here. This does not relate to physical things necessarily, like job or location... It could even be something within. There is an imbalance somewhere, and I am looking forward to trying everything.

JJ